#idk im bored rn i did all my tasks and now im waiting for the imposter to kill me

[savetheghost]

i hate that i get penalized at work for doing too much work

[actualbird]

what’s the buzz, i’ll tell you what’s a happening

ohhhhh man i was so anxious this morning and last night because today was our first day of national service. and our block is tasked to teach high schooler’s how to write poetry and fiction. i was SO NERVOUS!! ME?? TEACH???? thought today was gonna go awful and that i’d make these kids hate literature forever even tho the intinerary for the first day was just ice breakers and getting to know yous jhsfjkdsfhd

It Did Not Go Awfully. it actually went really well and im waiting for the shoe to drop but it’s been a couple hours now and it hasnt so it went WELL?? our batch of kids are 14-15 years old, around 14 in our class, 4 learning fiction and the rest learning poetry and like. wtf. idk my heart just burst with love because theyre great kids and theyre really fun and  they love writing so much. i think i almost cried because one of em loves writing so much and believes that writers, esp nowadays w/ ccurrent events in the country and shit, have like some sort of responsibility to make words happen. THEYRE ALL SO PASSIONATE AND I KEPT WANTING TO CRY BECAUSE FUUUCCK!!! I LOVE LOVE!! 

never ever surround urself with cynic writers who are like “i do this cuz idk what else to do” like theyre good people but it’s draining sometimes. theres gotta be more, man. there’s gotta. and these kids just HAVE IT. THE DRIVE IS THERE. i was v worried i was gonna prattle on about fiction to bored high schoolers, but everybodys really excited and I’m Excited Now Too!! FUCK

except im not teaching fiction jfhdsjkfhksd. we’re strapped on poetry teachers so im teaching that. which i can totally handle (probably???) WHATEVER. STILL EXCITED

FUNNY THING: im a little quiet irl. but i think i was possessed by a ghost for the four hours i was in that classroom bc the students said i was “hyper” and “active”. WHO ARE U TALKING ABOUT??? i mean im very glad i was able to Be That but.....who is that....how do i get them back again for the next meeting jkfhkhdsjfhs

so im exhausted!! im leaving again in half an hour bc it’s my sister’s bday (WOOOOO) and we’re getting dinner and seeing a play but YEA. I THOUGHT TODAY WAS GONNA SUCK. BUT IT DIDNT. so im in a weirdly good mood rn. i havent checked my inbox or uhh anything else (omg) but i hope u guys r having a great day :DDD <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[thegeminisage]

spoilers: this was an anticlimax

today in the legend of Where Do I Even Go First

i have many new shrines to get, probably

and lots of places to explore

i kind of want to do the story stuff i wonder if any of it is in this province...

nnnnope lmao nevermind

apparently i can also go back to kakariko for a mini story thing

CHOICES, CHOICES...

i guess i’ll start with some light exploring and move on to kakariko if i get bored!

it’s too bad i can’t paraglide with my horse or summon her from nothing, if i could take her everywhere i would

i see a shrine waaay up on a cliff that isn’t technically in this province but the view from there would be perfect and i could paraglide to something else from there

a nice plan, but there’s a bokoblin camp under me LOL so i stopped to kill them first

and died

twice

lol i’m trying to get the hang of this aerial shot technique

well, i still didn’t get it, but at least i made the landing properly

and the thing was VERY easy to take from the top

so fast travel back to the tower and paraglide again this time without stopping

i have a camera now so i can take pictures of That View

i wonder if you get boats in this game...i do see an island way out there and no way do i have enough stamina to swim for it

whoa i found a hole O: and a big monster in the bottom OOO: looks like a giant moblin...i don’t know if i can get back up very easily so i’ll leave it alone for now

oooh no there’s a bokoblin camp in front of the shrine i want and no cover *SIGH*

i do have a pretty good bow rn tho so hopefully i can get a bomb arrow in there to do what needs to be done

arey opu kidding me

it WENT OUT

it started raining and my bomb arrow WENT OUT just before i fired it those are FIFTY RUPEES EACH...

oh my god okay i’ll wait out the rain and try again and maybe i can go back and pick it up ;_;

...no, it’ll probably explode *s i g h*

my fire arrow stays lit and my bomb arrow won’t?! the FUCK

whatever blows shit up i guess

and i died

they got all their health back and my fire arrows are still gone (:

died twice

three times

it occurs to me that i have enough spirit stuff to get a heart upgrade which i desperately need. i am still at 3.

FINALLY

oh wow. oh dude.

holy shit, man. the view from here is uh. terrifying. oh my god, the world is so big. it’s so big.

maybe you gotta paraglide to those islands...? and fast travel to get back...? thats why theres a shrine/fast travel point on this high-ass cliff but i’ve SEEN boats

well, shrine first, jumping into the great abyss second

THERE’S A SUPER GUARDIAN IN THIS SHRINE IT TRAPPED ME HERE NO NO NO FUCK

okay no you know what? bring it bitch i got mighty elixirs i got defense boosters i’ve got haste potions and max hearts up i’ve been cooking up a storm come the fuck at me im sick of being scared of these things

UH? i had EIGHT HEARTS and my defense was boosted and it took me down to a qyarter of a heart in ONE HIT? it must be entirely life draining jesus fuck

I DID IT OH MY GOD

it went through so many stages and the last one was the one hit KO laser but i dodged and i managed to kill it right before it finally got me!!!!! oh my god!!!!!!

WORTH EVERY ITEM I USED UP FUCK YESSSS

im obviously way below my level bc the sword bow and shield i got here are way ABOVE the equipment im currently getting...dang...dang

welp im proud of myself

now that ive got this fast travel point my ass is going back to kakariko to get more HEARTS

“a modest test of strength” my ass......

...just for fun, tho, im gonna paraglide off this cliff. just to see if it can be done.

im screaming?? oh my god i shoulda gone and got hearts first

i landed on the big island, i had to use a stamina potion but i did it...but then a voice told me i had to do this task with no equipment and now im naked and weaponless with THREE HEARTS

my poor son

im crying this island is FULL of monsters im down to one heart already i ran and ran and could find no safe place i found a giant fucking...moblin or something??

how am i supposed to do this if i fast travel do i get my shit back?

lmao i died please put me back on the cliff i’ll go back to kakariko and never return i swear

YES it did thank you @ din nayru and farore yes yes god

me: did not learn my lesson, paraglided to the shrine

there’s a boat here too you MUST be able to use them

lol the last shrine was called “a modest test of strength” and this one is “a major test of strength” so im leaving. forget this. goodbye

aaah but i see stuff out there swimming and jumping around...i wanna explore the ocean!! where are my boats. where is my zora tunic. i wanna be in the water >:(

im aching to try and swim around here but ive learned my lesson...back to kakariko. i need hearts.

ok. +2 hearts & now im at 5. good. time to cook 100000 more things to restock my inventory

its gotten to the point where it could take me literally an hour to cook and sell and cook and sell all the shit i have so im just gonna. leave some in my inventory from now on i guess. i’ll have it if i ever need more lol

i got curious and looked up the boat thing and the headlines on the articles said something about creating wind so maybe im supposed to use a korok leaf??

also looked up a memory location to finish this sheikah slate quest i just wanted one in one of the provinces i’d already visited

waht the FUCK

there’s some kind of big glowy dragon?? in the sky??? i can see it from where im chilling waiting for the rain to pass?? i took a pic & it says “farosh”

my brother texted & said “idk but i shot him and got his scale” so now its ON

IM CHASING HIM AND THERE ARE CLOUDS OF KEESE EVERYWHERE

CHASING! THE DRAGON!

I HAVE TO GO BACK TO ELDIN BRIDGE THAT I WAS TOO WEAK TO CROSS BEFORE!!!

HE’S THROWING ELECTRIC BALLS AT ME

nooo i was too slow he left at dawn...oh my god...all that hype for NOTHING...i will find you again, dude

at least i can cross this bridge now i guess...those lizalfos can’t touch me with my current equipment

cutting this off here lol its quite long enough

[survivormuxloe]

Episode 16: “I’m a petty bitch betta know that” - Scott

FUCK YOU RHYS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I SURVIVED GOAT ASS BITCH IM COMIN FOR THAT FIC WIN SO I CAN TAKE UR GOATY ASS TO THE END AND WIN I FUCKING DESERVE IT THAT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL THING OF MY FUCKING LIFE HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT AS ANNA WOULD SAY IM HARDDDDD

Oh boy mo lost firemaking. Oh well. I tried. Not sure there is much hope in me winning, but guess I have to try. Ima be preparing a bomb ass speach, and a decent rites of passage. Not looking hopefully but like fingers crossed.

Also I think I’d make end either way now. Scott wants me in the end probably. Ryan wants me in the end probably. So if so. I get 2nd at the least. But I’m probably winning immunity anyway so ;).

ok its the day after.. n i finished my rop.. hopefully the jury likes it. LOL LIKE I WASNT GUNNA JUST KISS THEIR ARSES FUCK THAT im gunna be honest ab my feelings...

also like. kinda feel bad ab my confessionals last nite ab rhys.. i was a bit. excited. but. its tea. LAMFJBFHBFG

Final immunity is a little stressful. Like it’s the last one to win, if I win this that’s 5 individual wins. Just something more to put on my speech cause I’m gonna need it.

I’m feeling confident I can manage to pull out this win so like yeah I’m gonna have to work and try to win each part of this.

im actually gunna lose this fic which is super annoying bc it means i get 3rd LOL! aLMNFBFG

like memory lane i can win if im not dumb which i am so. winterbells i'll 100% lose like i lost to anna lol. endurance i'll 100% lose bc i'm such a forgetful slut i only lasted 40 mins in canadienne.... slide puzzles are legit my worst nightmare and then the mystery task i looked up from last ssn and it took them 11 mins so if i take more than that i lose... yay!

wow i can't wait to get 3rd place;;;; i feel like scott has gotten into rhys' ear and now i'm not the prime choice to be brought to final 2 grrr. at least thats what it seems like idk. ugh rhys doesnt deserve to make final 2 and it will make for a boring ftc zzzzzz who knows maybe scott or i can pull out an upset. i lowkey think scott would vote me out tho which is ugly and i would 100% be bitter at him idgaf KLFADHSKF

earlier i wasn't really sure what rhys and scott were thinking in regard to who they'll bring to f2, but since then i've talked w both more and i feel like 80% confident both will take me to final 2 so that's cute 8~] i don't think i'm doing well in the final immunity so far so i'm honestly banking on that lol.... as much as I think I'd have better chances against Rhys as the end, I am rooting for Scott to win it and bring me bc that is the ending this season deserves imho. i don't think there'd be a clear cut winner going into it and the ftc would be contentious as fuck... i hope at least lol. Scott def played a really dominant strategic game but def has some iffy relationships with jurors. I played a really purposefully utr game for most of the time but i think it's respectable, although there are some point against me like sitting out of so many challenges, that tie vote with jones voting early being the reason i was saved... but i think i can make a good case despite those faults and i'm honestly excited to show a new me at the live tribal. like i've been nervous as hell every time we had to go to tribal bc calling makes me anxious af, and that was def a contributing factor to me sitting out of the spelling challenge and even the card stacking one. so I'm planning on forming my case around that anxiety, and hopefully the contrast between my ftc performance compared to every live one before that will bank me the jury's respect. kind of like Kristie from AU survivor where she stunned the jury bc all game she had appeared so timid and dumb at tribals. hoping i can channel that energy and pull out the win hehe

so we got 5 and a half ish hours until deadline. uhm. i'm honestly really happy with my scores? like. i feel as if i have a big chance of winning this and that would be SOOOOO fucking good like both of them can smd honestly if they think im giving this chance up and getting 3rd or getting 2nd to ryan... like i love him but hes beyond dumb if he thinks im taking him to the end i cant throw a victory like that lol.

i dont wanna get 2 confident tho bc knowing my ass i'll be crushed if i lose this fic lol like at least if i dont i know ryan wins so it isnt that bad but it should be me!!! im a selfish cunt i need this jsjsjs

i say this after doing endurance for 5 and a half hrs so my brain is a little floopy rn :) forgive me :) aLFMNHFG

uhm ya. rhys can suck my ass as well with his OH IDK WHO I'D PICK!!! like bitch if u pick ryan enjoy a rerun of canadienne only this time ur losing unanimously lol

Honestly im done with Scott. Like stop being rude okay. Like I GET IT. YOU DONT WANT TO BE 3rd!. I GET IT. Like quit it with the "I dont want to wait to be cut", cause honestly, I dont know who im taking, OR IF IVE EVEN WON YET. so like stop it. Like ive been told im gonna loose, stop attacking me, because i essentially chooses who wins.

I think my immunity went good. I did good in all the parts I think.

ok.... time to guilt scott into bringing me to the end lmfao

Dammit I was so close to winning, but in the end from what I’ve heard I’d be the best choice for Scott to take to the end. So fingers crossed. Scott will take me there cause I really want to make the end. Even if I loose. I’m proud of my game and I just want to get as far as I can.

BIG FUN! CUS TONIGHTS THE NIGHT. bitchhh i get to pick who i want in f2 with me!!!

THIS IS SO EXCITING BC I LEGIT HAVE NEVER WON A FIC OR A F3 CHALLENGE BEFORE AND I FUCKING DID THAT!!! I SWERVED THAT VICTORY AND ITS SO FUCKING SATISFYING HOLY FUCKK

NOW IM GUNNA MAKE RHYS SUFFER EVEN THO IK IM PROB PICKING HIM BC HE WAS AN ASSHOLE LAST WEEK :)) IM A PETTY BITCH BETTA KNOW THAT

LIKE RYAN UNDERSTANDS IF I VOTE HIM N HE 100% VOTES ME TO WIN AND I DONT PLAN ON FLOPPING FTC SO :) BYE! UR WINNER IS HERE!

i feel like scott is gonna vote me out and i’m a bit gagged sbdbjsjsjs i really didn’t expect him to slit my throat like dis but. ig he wants to win badly and rhys most likely secures him an easy win so i cant blame him. still sucks though :C i thot we were solid dndjjdjs and ugh i dont wanna join that angry ass jury

ok so i'm still not giving up on tryna convince scott lol. honestly like i've made it this far in the game, no way i'm gonna accept defeat so easily. i don't actually know if it's better for scott to sit next to rhys than me, it probably is but seriously my game isn't amazing and i very well could see scott beating me. i think he's really overestimating how much the jury "hates" him like idk they aren't that petty, if anyone is it might just be michael. but scott really has dominated this game and everyone is aware of it, he should beat either of us.

So, this could be my last confession.

Scott, I don’t know where he was thinking. I thought it was general concensous that I was the one to loose. Yet here I am Scott is still unsure about who to take and it’s an hour 40 untill tribal.

So like this could speak well about my game if Scott worries he can’t beat me. It could also just be him wanting to take his best friend to the end. So yeah. I’m like 50/50 when I thought I should’ve been 99/1 about staying.

I can’t believe I’m here. I have a half chance at winning. That’s if we’re even which were probably not.

This is probably an uphill battle for me, so I have to go hard or I’m going home empty handed. I haven’t lasted this long just to come second. I do think I’ve played a winning game. I think I can make a killer final tribal preformance just to solidify my case. Hopefully this will be the third winner of celestial.

So final tribal happened.

Funny how has mo won that tiebreaker I would’ve lost unanimously. So thanks scott for winning that, and the FIC.

I think this could go either way tbh. However if I win it’s because of Scott’s bad jury management which isn’t the way I wanted to win. I would’ve preferred people to see my game more and respect that but because my moves weren’t big or flashy I have been put down to doing nothing.

it's 2 and a half hours until we find out the winner. am i nervous? absolutely.

do i feel as though i deserve to win? absolutely.

it just keeps ringing in my mind what ryan said in his speech that the jury seemed to root for rhys and be bitter against me. i feel as though my speeches and answers were much better than his and i was able to explain my game so much more clearer so i'm hoping that they reconsider and see that i controlled the game.

if i lose i'll be gracious and nice to rhys because at the end of the day it was my own fault that my jury management was bad but it'll definitely sting because i don't really see that he did much tbh alkfjhfg. i love him but it's tea. especially when he's said that i probably deserve it more. ):

i'm really just hoping for the best at this point! anything can happen and hopefully it'll be in my favour hehe. it's been an incredibly fun season and i wouldn't change it for anything else.

this has been mr scooty toots with his finale confessional, and hopefully mr scooty toots will join the winner and the hall of fame. hehe. will lowkey be awkward if i lose tho!! LOL but oh well alkdjfg

Scott wins in a 8-1 vote!